they've came bck from stc. ya it was super fun, according to some sources. shit la i've missed bt i can't wind time bck to e past n turn bck nw. i need to continue with my short journey in life. **** some of them la. i took e effort planning for the ROD proposal n finding solutions for the NYAA-related problem n had wasted some $$ msging SOME ppl to at least discuss something among them since im nt with them n ddnt even reply. i just need to say e word n its FUCK! wht e heck. guess i need to do everything alone. i don't care about e quality of the works ok. i'm e one suffering now, with myself badly hit with an ankle injury and need to do all of these npcc shits. nvm heck npcc la. maybe my sis is right. i shud have quitted long time ago n do something tht i like, like soccer. nvm i'll think of tht again. i'm really really on the verge of quitting this damn cca. i've been given all e shits n they got to enjoy life. always putting me in trouble n let me solve it without any assistance.

ok nvm. forget about it. shud focus on wht i wnt to do in life's ahead. currently depressed. k maybe i shud go and pray. bye