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hmm... having a mixed feeling right nw.. maybe confused... or empty... nt sure ba...

maybe i shudn't think/care bout *ehem ehem*... lucky tht last night jun yang onlined.. played games wif him 2 4get bout *ehem ehem*... haha... it was fun la lol. played monkey snowfight online... + power soccer...

tnx ah jy.. bt gt 1 prob ba...

jy told me 2 continue talkin 2 her... (she's e *ehem ehem* im talkin bout)...

e prob is i jst cant... dnt knw y eh... she's gt a *wolf wolf* alr ba... jy told me tht her relationship wif *wolf wolf* like breakin down? ya thts wht i thnk he said. smtg like tht... told me tht i gt a chance... bt im nt takin e chance.. feel bad 4 her.. 6 months (at least) wif *wolf wolf* alr.. let their relationship prolong/last/continues/stays (cancel appropriately).. whtever.. dnt knw wht im sayin...

ya i've decided nt 2 talk 2 *ehem ehem* anymore. dnt care emails ba... anyways.. like she will ever lyks me lyk tht... ba.... (i've been usin more ba-s nw. ahah. no more damn-ing)

yeah thts e way... ahah ahah. (dnt do obscene moves)

i must try 2 enjoy my life 2 e fullest.. every single seconds of it... no more wastin of time... no more girls.. they r e coz of a lot of *moo* stuffs/feelings (eg. anger? unsatisfied?) in a man's life... must be gay.. haha.. gay in terms of happy... 2 meanings ba... ya... stll hvnt completed my malay assignments.. damn. (a damn. nw there r 2 of those)

tmrw is UTC! (should i be in a mood of excitement or e otherwise... neutral ah...)...

hmm... must do hmewrks nw... finishin... like 3/4 done.. hah..

i shall nt be EMOTIONAL!!! sian... (contradiction?)